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I originally planned to drag this out for months and build myself up, but I really can't be ****** to do so, mainly because this site really isn't exciting enough to do so on. Plus, I wanted to do it myself rather than having someone else in Staff doing it, because while I was originally all "Happy Xeta with exclamation points!!!," I noticed that over time I was getting more cynical and sarcastic, and that sooner or later anyone with half a brian could figure out themselves that I was me.
The whole point of it was sort of to put down the whole "All Xeta can post is sarcasm and he's a **** and a troll lololol" kind of aura that was around me, and for awhile I actually enjoyed being more like my 2009 self when I was an upstanding citizen and well-liked and such, but doing it as a disguise was kind of annoying, and the whole reason was to "Stick it to Derek!" because I was pretty bored/annoyed at the time (lol serious on internet) but to be honest I could really care less about Derek or Taylor or anyone else who doesn't like me because it's the internet.
Looking back now, I think I did it because I want to return to that 2009 period when I was a moderator and well-liked and such, but I don't really think that is the way to do it. I think I was trying to make SC fun for me again, and for the first week or so it really was, but that facade has pretty much wore off and I'm getting tired of it again. I wanted a clean slate, but not that kind.
Anyways, I was trying to drag this post as long as I possibly could, and I still haven't revealed what the whole secret is, and unless you're not Vee, Layne, Lukie, or Vasco, you probably don't know what I'm about to say. Actually, i think I can milk a little more out of this, so let's proceed.
I wanted to sort of be like Volke and WOW everybody, but he did it for years, and I couldn't possibly go that long. SO here it is:
Oh my ******* potato juices dipped in soup and deep fried to perfection!!! The awesome new guy turns out to be awesome old guy!!! I don't even know what to say except wow... This is just... Wow. I feel betrayed ;_;
Really Derek? Did I really fool you? Honestly, I expected you to be the person who would figure it out and totally **** me over.
But seriously, I think we should end this whole "XETA VS DEREK TO THE DEATH" thing going on, because neither us of have lives and both of us spend way to much time on this website than we should.
Gentlemen, I do believe I'll be off for the rest of the day. I now feel as if I've acted like a complete idiot. If I had known an older member from the forums was in T&C, I would have never acted "Normal" there. I'm halfway in between mad at myself, and just feeling stupid. Arrivederci.
Heh, well I agree with the topic title. I never had a problem with you dude, so the whole thing just doesn't strike me in the same way it seems to with everyone else.
But hey, welcome back, if you plan on sticking around. It's always good to read what you post.
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