I'm Getting There

Someone cheer me up. Whoever can gets cookies.

« Last edited by Matt77 on Dec 18th 2016 »

*Buys Matt Pokemon Moon*

This is the best thing I've got. ;)

I'll wait and see what Nikki has in store for me. I have a feeling it will trump yours.

But anyways, as promised, here are your cookies:
Spoiler:

ME LOVE COOKIES!!!!!!!!!

Aww, don't be sad, be glad! Be all smiley and stuffs, like you usually are!

Anywho, what seems to be the cause?! Not enough dad jokes? I can always tell more!

So I was eating my macaroni and noticed one that wasn't quite right. I couldn't help but call it an impasta.

Do you feel better now?

Lol add it to the list in your jokes thread.

It's not that I don't feel happy. It's that there's an ongoing sadness that just wont go away. It wont for quite a while; perhaps it never will. I'm usually happy and sad at the same time if that makes sense. Like something good will be happening but the sadness might be there in the background.

All the things you all say do make me smile, but it can't get rid of the sadness. To be honest I just wanted to give away cookies to people :p Here are your cookies:
Spoiler:

Tell the sadness to go take a timeout then! XD


But seriously, why not find some hobbies that you enjoy? Not just video games by the way, like, go out and be social and be around friends that make you happy. Or just go out to the park and go for a jog and just think about how everything is going in your life. Sometimes reading an inspirational book cheers me up; I like books that talk about people who overcome something in their life, and it just gives me a great sense of hope which is nice to feel when I'm feeling down.
You don't have to try any of those, and come to think of it, you probably have tried those and they don't really fit your need. But! You should keep trying to find things that will make you feel overall happy, because life is too short to be down in the dumps all the time. The small bursts of happiness and excitement are really what you're wanting, and to find those you gotta dig a little deeper or search a little longer! :3

I've just got to keep fighting some mental battles with myself. Once I eventually win them things should hopefully get better. But it will take time and some serious courage.

I do feel happiness quite a lot. It's just that as soon as I do, I then remember the other stuff that's going on and it sorta evens out and I just feel nothing. But then there's times when it's just sadness and no happiness. Maybe I'm just acting like a spoiled brat; my life is pretty darn good compared to many. I think about children in Africa or the Middle East a lot when I'm sad to try make myself stop with the self-pity but then I think of all the other Australian teenagers that will have it all fine when I wont.

There's a lot of self-judgement too, which probably doesn't help. Also doesn't help that I have generally bad self-esteem. But meh. Who cares. I'll find a way. We as humans can do amazing things even when in dire circumstances.

Maybe I need to sit down and watch 20 feel-good movies. Everything I seem to watch is quite depressing lol. Hosting the Nintendo Brawl on here is good though. It gets my mind off things and gives me something to do. I also like doing things for people, so if I can create a competition for others to enjoy it ticks that box.

More cookies for you!

The label is for the cake, and you. Thanks btw.

Its not unusual to be sad, especially when you are young. There is a lot to deal with.
It sounds like you have a good attitude to it though and so it will get better. If you can take the sadness and use it to find out what to make better then you will get through it (although it takes time).

If you ever start to feel that its too much though then look for help. There is always help.

But in the meantime. Have a few cookies yourself

It's very clear what I have to do to stop it. But by doing that there will be more crap to deal with for a while. It may take weeks, it may take months, or it may take years to fix it. And even when I fix it there will likely be more sadness to follow.

I can't say what is wrong because it needs to be kept a secret for social security reasons. One member here does know what's wrong but I wont identify them since they seem to want things censored too.

It's nothing massive to worry about though. I got by with all of it on my plate while leading up to exams so I'll be fine dealing with it with nothing to do at home.

Sad? Sad is like my best friend.

I know you know you can message me but on forums I'm not serious so I gotta send you dank memes and video clips xD




Here comes da memes!





testuser & Skyward will love this one


« Last edited by danielroxheaps on Dec 14th 2016 »

That video was so retarded I had to stop half way through xD ...Nevermind I finished it lol

And the second thing was funny. Not the Un thing. The banks hate him thing.

And muumuu why did you just reveal a detail about your life??? You get worried about us knowing which school you go to yet you let people know you know that you know [censored for social security reasons]. Gj.

« Last edited by Matt77 on Dec 14th 2016 »

Oh crap I forgot I was going to add the link lel.

Yeah I see the last one lol. So bad it's good. But Alana isn't tagged.

And I'm not gonna message you cause you don't need to hear my whining. Plus it's just plain awkward for you.

« Last edited by Matt77 on Dec 14th 2016 »

Not really tbh I tell everyone to whine at me xD

Even in irl and idc.

Yeah but I don't want to sound pathetic like Kiwis like a pathetic person.

I'll only whine/vent if you want me to. If you don't care then I don't care.

« Last edited by Matt77 on Dec 14th 2016 »

At least I don't live in a country with people like this.

lol you say that but my friends are "ethnically diverse"

« Last edited by danielroxheaps on Dec 14th 2016 »

I don't understand what you're saying.

Bloody Kiwis; so confusing

*sigh*.

Here. Let me speak Australian dumb for you.

4 friends England
3 friends Australia
3 friends America
2 friends Scotland
2 friends India
1 friend Canada
1 friend Ireland

Now you understand?

But I'm Australian, not some different ethnicity. I'm not worried you'll want to judge me. But you know...it's kinda hard not to. It's like you see this 18 year old playing with plush toys or something. You don't want to judge them cause you're a generally nice person but deep down you'll think 'why is he playing with toys?' cause that's something you do when you're 5+ years younger.