I belive it would burn my hands and freeze my soul if I touched it, as I am not yet a mod, and thus it's awesomeness would overpower me. If I was really unlucky, it would also turn my bones to sand. But I'd buy an advanced member weapon to tide me over until I can submit an application somewhere. Also, if anybody is writting any fics, please keep me posted, although I won't be able to get to them until I finish the prequel to Uega Ren Vakir, which is taking up quite alot of my time. But it's still a great job.