WARNING! Some scenes of this chapter may disturb those of you who are incredibly sensitive. The rest may find it epic win.
Chapter 12 - Resolve As we landed back on the mainland, Siegfried quickly scanned the surrounding area for any traces of Nightmare. Fortunately, there was nothing.
?This makes it a little bit better.? he said, ?It means that he is somewhere in front of us, not behind us.?
?I guess so.? I said, thinking. ?So, just keep a fair bit behind you to make sure nobody else is following you. Eliminate those who do unless it?s Nightmare.?
?Yes.? Siegfried re-confirmed the plan. ?Just slow down Nightmare a little.? He then turned to Mitsurugi, who had agreed to come to the mainland and help. ?Are you sure you want to help with this??
?The only reason I am here is so I can find a worthy opponent, someone who can truly test my strength.? Mitsurugi explained.
?All the same, thank you.? Siegfried said, nodding his head. Mitsurugi nodded back.
?So, where about is this place?? I asked, making sure all the details were fresh in my head.
?If your desire to find something is strong within your soul, it will appear before you.? Siegfried said, ?It wouldn?t surprise me if your girlfriend found it as well. Her determination was strong when I saw the two of you while I was in the form of the Knight.? Siegfried turned around and began to walk onwards towards his goal.
?Siegfried.? I called out.
?Hm??
?She?s not my girlfriend.? I said to him, ?Just so we?re clear.?
?Really?? Siegfried said. ?I?m sorry, I assumed that the two of you were. You seemed to both care for each other a incredible amount, that?s all.?
I was taken back by his words. ??Really??
?Yes, I could sense something powerful from the two of you. A strong sense of care and affection for each other.?
??I?I see?? I said, speechless. ??Good luck.?
?Thank you. Good luck to both of you.? Siegfried said, before turning away again and heading off.
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Did?did she care for me that much?? I was stunned, my head was filled with thoughts. ?
I had almost forgotten about those times. I must have been too focused on destroying Soul Edge to notice that she cared. The time we spent together. It wasn?t just a journey to save the world, it was what created our friendship, our trust, our compassion for each other, our??
?Be careful out there boy.? Mitsurugi said, ?Care for your fellow man in war can cause problems. It gives yourself a weakness, particularly when your fellow man is in fact a woman. However, on the other hand, it gives you something to fight for, and someone to aid you in battle.?
?Wha-what is it you?re saying?? I asked, my head was filled with so many thoughts, I couldn?t fully understand what he was saying.
?I?ll say this in a way that might benefit you more.? Mitsurugi said, ?I?ve seen you in battle and from what I have noticed, you show some slight fear. When you block, you fear being killed; when you attack, you fear killing them; when you protect, you fear you may let them die.?
He stopped for a moment to let it sink in, I thought about his words, realising some truth in between constant images of both Talim and death flashing before my eyes. I tried to shake them out, but they remained.
?You need to be more assertive with yourself. You need to find your resolve.? Mitsurugi began to conclude. ?When you block, you make sure you don?t die; when you protect, you make sure they stay alive; when you attack, you kill.?
I thought about those statements for a few moments, trying to force them in to my head. The images of death slowly faded, but the ones of Talim remained.
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Maybe the reason I turned my back on her was because I cared too much. Maybe I was worried for her own safety.? I thought.
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When you protect, you make sure they stay alive.?
Not long afterwards, Mitsurugi and I went our separate ways; Mitsurugi taking a more northern route, while I took a more southern path. My mind was swamped with thoughts, constantly pounding away at the inside of my head. As I reached a mountainous area a far distance from civilisation on night, the pounding became unbearable. I fell to my knees in pain, yelling out as that progressed to agony. ?Shut up. Shut up! SHUT UP!? I yelled, my head feeling like it was away to explode. Suddenly, the pain disappeared, but was replaced by the feeling of not being alone. ??Who?s there?? I yelled out, getting to my feet again while holding my head.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a giant eyeball floated down in front of me. Shocked, I stepped back a few paces until I fell on to my backside. I watched in horror as several brown objects surrounded the eyeball and circled around it. The objects began to attach to each other and encase the eyeball in what was starting to appear like a skeleton, with one final piece, a lot thicker than the others, landing on top to mimic a head. The ?arms? swung out as the imitation of a body crackled like lightning. I got back to my feet and drew my blades. Seeing them, the body held its arms up and forced something out of the hands. When the arms came down, they were holding two swords, both identical to mine. I stared at them, shocked at how he copied them, but I shook the thought away. ?You?re standing in my way.? I said, remembering Mitsurugi?s advice. ?I don?t like that.?
Suddenly, the body charged forward, throwing its right blade forward at me.
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When you block, you make sure you don?t die.?
Holding my blades up in an X shape, I pushed away the blade as soon as it made contact with mine, then kicked the body in the waist, causing it to back off slightly. It seemed unaffected by the kick and stood with its eye staring at me.
?Let?s do this.? I said, readying to attack.
I quickly made a slash at the body?s left arm with my right, though he quickly moved it out of the way and made a stab with its right sword. I slammed my left sword in to the side of it, knocking it off course and missing my leg. I jumped back and made a stab at its head, but was blocked by both swords in an X shape ?
That?s my move.? I thought, surprised to see the body use it as I jumped back, expecting it to try and make a slash at me. As I guessed, it swung at me with its right blade, leaving it open as I slammed the hilt of my left blade in to its right arm. As the left arm held the right in what seemed like pain, I quickly made a slash at the head, slicing it clean off.
The body turned round and faced me, as if it hadn?t even realised it was missing its head. I stared in disbelief as the head floated up behind the body and landed right back where it was a few moments ago. ?
Ok, we don?t do that again.? I decided, then noticing the eyeball pulsating in the centre of its chest. ?
That on the other hand?? I realised the opponent?s weak point.
The left blade made a sudden swipe for my chest, narrowly missing me. I smashed the blade away with my right sword, following with a swipe to the right sword with my left blade. As the arms flailed back, the eye was left wide open and completely defenceless.
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When you attack, you kill.?
Before it could react, my right blade went straight for the eyes, impaling it straight through the centre. The eye made no movement, showing instant death as the limbs collapsed in to separate components around it. I shook the eyeball off of the end of my sword and sheathed them both. As the eyeball hit the ground, a sudden flash of pain hit my head. ?Aaarrrgh! Damnit! Not again!? I yelled, giving one final roar of pain before falling to my knees, my vision blurred and disappeared as I fell forwards.
?Grrrroah!?
?Huh?? I groaned, my coming back to life. As my vision slowly cleared up, I realised I was no longer in the mountains, but instead in a forest, still at night. I slowly got to my feet, holding my still slightly throbbing head as I did so. ?
Well, at least that?s cleared up.? I thought.
?Grrrrah!?
I instantly recognised the roaring. ?Aw, crap.? I said in shock, ?Not him.?
I quickly moved forwards through the trees, heading towards the grunts of Nightmare. I eventually found him, chopping down trees with seemingly very little effort to clear the path in front of him.
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This is perfect, I?m right behind him.? I thought, quietly taking out my right blade and walking slowly towards him. As I got right behind him, I raised my blade and - holding it with both hands - slammed it straight down at his neck.
The blade smashed upon impact with Nightmare.
Nightmare quickly turned around as I stepped back in fear, still holding a stump of a blade on its hilt. I threw away the broken sword and drew my remaining sword, charging and swinging it at him. Nightmare batted the sword with his normal arm, knocking it out of my hands and sending it spinning in to the air, planting itself half way up a tree. Before I could even cower in fear, I felt the Phantom Soul Edge slam in to the side of me, knocking me off my feet and slamming my back in to a nearby tree. I sat at the bottom of the tree, unable to get up, as Nightmare stomped towards me, his red eyes, glowing brighter then normally to the point of almost blinding.
He then stopped, too far away from me to be within reach.
?Come on then.? I said, knowing it was over. ?Finish me off!?
He didn?t respond.
?What?s going on?? I knew something wasn?t right.
Two figures appeared next to Nightmare, the one on his left wielding a scythe, the one on the right a small rod.
?What the-?!? I spat out, recognising Zasalamel and Saintan, both with glowing red eyes that were similar to Nightmare.
Zasalamel stepped forward and picked me up with his scythe by my jacket, leaving me dangling in the air while Saintan extended his weapon and rammed it in to my stomach. The constant jabs of pain were unbearable, eventually stopping as I slid out of my jacket and down on to my knees. I coughed up several mouthfuls of blood as the three stepped back, disappearing in to the darkness.
?Wh-where are you going?? I yelled out, getting up on to one leg, only to be knocked back down with a sudden slam of wood and metal in to my right eye. I roared in agony for my now useless eye, using my remaining working eye to see who my attacker was, taken back to see Maxi standing before me.
?Maxi?! What the ****! You blinded my right eye!? I yelled at him, only then noticing his eyes had gone red. His foot quickly slammed in to my side, causing me to howl in pain as I fell the other way. As I struggled to get up, I noticed another figure, but this one was a female. I looked up in horror when I saw who the red-eyed, nun chuck-wielding girl was. ?I-Igraine?!? I stammered in pain and horror as her blade-tipped nun chucks were swung at my face. I moved my head back, but not fast enough as I felt my left cheek being sliced open. I tried to hold my cheek closed as the blood - and tears of excruciating agony - flowed down my face. A sharp pain suddenly entered my right arm, taking all attention away from my sliced cheek as I turned to see a lance having gone straight through my arm. I looked up and yelled in shock at the sight of a red-eyed Marcos, with Mitsurugi standing next to him, red-eyed, blade drawn. ?No! No! Please! Don?t!? I begged in between sobs of pain as my arm was slowly raised by Marcos? lance while Mitsurgi raised his blade. I closed my eye and turned away, not bearing to watch what was away to happen.
I re-opened my working eye with a shriek of agony, looking over to see Markos shake my severed arm off of his lance. ?
I?I can?t?take it anymore.? I thought, leaning on my left arm to try and keep my body up. ?
My body?feels heavy. My arm?numb. My head?light. My legs?can?t move. Is this it? Is this the end? Damnit. Damnit!?
?DAMNIT!? I yelled out, then noticing one final figure approach. I no longer cared who it was that was trying to edge me further to death, as long as they finished the agony.
I still didn?t expect it to be Talim.
?Please?finish me off.? I said, bowing my head down to her. ?After what I did to you, what I said to you, I think it?s rather fitting.?
Talim nodded her head. I not only realised she was the only one who responded to my words, she was also the only one who didn?t have red eyes. She took out one of her elbow blades - though I didn?t know which one it was - and plunged it straight through my chest.
?AAAAAAAAAAHHH!?
I quickly got up to my feet and looked all around me, I was back in the mountains. My blades were still in their scabbards, my jacket was still on, my right eye was still working, my left cheek was still in one piece, my arm was still attached to my body. ?
It was?all just a nightmare?? I realised in-between huge mouthfuls of air. Overwhelmed by what had just happened, I fell to my knees and started to cry.
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She?she saved me from the pain.? I realised. ?
All this time I was just wanting to protect her from harm, yet, she was trying to protect me from harm as well. I?m such an idiot. I?m such a ******* idiot!?
I slammed the ground hard in frustration, only to hurt it and increase the tear count.
I eventually brought myself under control, dried my face and got to my feet. ?
I will find her.? My resolve decided. ?
No matter what, I will find her.?
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