I am 61 years old. I've been in your spot a few times, when I was
younger. My advice is;
1. Your fear of Pain ("death") is real to you and frightning !!!
You must convince your self that this pain is only temporary if
it comes to blows. If you back down from this bully he will only
think you are an easy target to screw with more and more !!
2. Telling you teacher should be the 1st thing you do. This kid has some serious problems!!! You would be protecting other kids and in a sence a HERO !!!! Rember Colombine High School ????
3.Telling,someone, Teacher, Parent or Cop, you have a problem, allows others to help, something we can all use at one time or another. A lesson I learned the hard way !!!
60 year old gamer. Enjoy GOOD GAMES! Yes I have played many BAD ONES TOO ! I am termanly ill and its the only enjoyment I am allowed at this time. My advice to all is simple. Anything that brings you Happyness and Hurts No One should be your lifes goal