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I'm sure life will get better in like a few months for me. It's just unnatural and weird right now not having really anything in the house or having any family around. I have my dog which helps a bit, makes me feel a bit secure. Everything will be alright in a few months tho! Just gotta keep a positive attitude! ^^
Sig made by an angel of death and Avy made by a mouse title:Lady Jo the Amethyst Priestess, Forty-Fifth in the Gemstone Order Lady Jo the Ivory Princess of the Paranormal Order mood:mischievous
Had 3 hr exam 1:30 yesterday, one 3hr same time today, one 2h tomorrow at 8:45, and then on Thurs I gotta go in at 11 for 2 hrs then until Tues I have nothing to do!
Missed my budget by 17% which is a pain in my ***. There goes some of the good out of my KPI for the month already. We were doing so well thus far.
At home... not so good. The joys of being borderline Bi-Polar. And then being stupid an reminiscing on old friends who disappeared from my life at inopportune times. I miss them more than I'd ever care to admit to anyone but them.
<3 to Craizen for the Avatar & TheLlama for the Signature.
"Forever in this heart of mine, an everlasting bond. From now until the end of time, are memories so fond."
Harsh...I guess I can relate to some of that, but won't try to cause I'm sure it's more complicated than what it seems.
My day was sh!t incase you were wondering. Felt like crap. Then felt ok. Then felt like crap. Then crap. Then heaps of joy and laughter for about 10-15 minutes. Then crap. Then crap again. Then ok. Then crap. Then really crap. Then crap. Now alright. God I love being a strange, moody teenager with no self-esteem and no self confidence
Hey at least I don't have a job.
~ Sometimes people change, but sometimes you just open your eyes & realise who they truly are ~
I'm confused as to why you have these mood swings... I mean, every teenager has a lack of self-confidence and no/low self-esteem but why these mood swings?
Maths exam today and I know I'm gonna fail!!!! My teacher's shite and before you say anything Matt, he's not from NZ.
Daniel I am a very strange child. The persona you get from me on these forums isn't very accurate to how I am usually. And then when fuel is added to the fire (realising you know what (I don't like saying or even typing the word)) it just throws everything out of proportion.
I do this thing when I often think about all the stupid past and present things I've done, almost in an effort to feel sad. Don't even ask why I do it. I also read about a lot of negative comments regarding the marriage equality postal vote. My view on the world is that being naive is absolutely the worst thing, and that you should be aware that there is a lot of pain and suffering in this world. Sometimes I lie there, and actually try to cry, to no avail at all. Weird. This is not common lol.
Think of it as like being a guy but having your brain have some female parts like the differing sexual attraction, the mood swings, the fear of small bugs etc. It's almost like a minor form of depression, but definitely isn't depression. It doesn't happen for weeks on end; more like a few days at the max, and then I'll have a high. Just mood swings.
My day has been meh. Went to school but did basically 0 work cause it's just collecting exams. Came home & went out & passed a hazard perception test for driving.
~ Sometimes people change, but sometimes you just open your eyes & realise who they truly are ~
Except it's not. Even though ik I meet about half the criteria lol. If you knew me irl you'd understand. It's just personality clashing with Year 12 clashing with...that thing...that I don't like mentioning the word for. Depression is a state that lasts on end for a few weeks. The longest sh!tty or sad mood I've had is maybe 2 days.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
~ Sometimes people change, but sometimes you just open your eyes & realise who they truly are ~
I literally avoid my past at all costs. I also change quite a bit each year. Sometimes I get very depressive and majorly majorly lack self-confidence like you wouldnt believe but you guys are much worse than me I can say that much.
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